Far be it from me to answer that one. I think of Busoni's wonderful comment that technical exercises should be assigned the way doctors prescribe toxic medications. What is he talking about?
I think he's talking about hands, yours and mine. Hands command such a huge portion of our brains that it is almost unbelievable that they occupy so few cubic inches of our total body mass. Yet, so many sensory systems are focused right there, so much information is gathered and put to immediate use by our hands - they are truly extensions of our innermost selves.
Technique a la Czerny exercises tends to reduce the infinite variability of each finger and every hand to a set of prescribed motions and falsely idealized results - evenness, for example. Who wants evenness? I strive for the maximum variability in everything I do with my hands because they show the vitality of my ear.
Touching the sounds I hear in my imagination--you can't learn that from a book, any book.
Saturday, December 6, 2014
Friday, December 5, 2014
What I Have in Common with an Autistic Child
I seem to have a great deal in common with the autistic child I have been teaching for the past 16 years. It must be so otherwise I would never have been able to tolerate what is involved in finding ways to connect with him via the thing that is most precious to me, music.
For me the piano was edenic: No intrusions allowed. When intrusions began raising their ugly heads I learned quickly to reject them. The first intrusion, by the way, was printed music; the second, a totally square piano teacher; and it went on from there. I would not let anyone intrude upon the elements of the piano that were most dear to me, the sounds themselves.
I have to use the word in plural because I had strong attachments to some of the sounds more than to others. As I write this the answer to the dilemma becomes clearer. It is the utter security within that most private space which is hearing and the ferocity with which I guarded that space, preferring to give up any pretense of going along with anyone else's expectation of my development in terms of the piano, preferring to take up another instrument entirely.
This most private space is, as one eminent theorist said on first studying Tonal Refraction, "what gets trained out of us." It is all that autistic children have. It can be reached. It can be communicated.
"Music," according to Henry Purcell on one note, " for a while, can all our cares beguile."
For me the piano was edenic: No intrusions allowed. When intrusions began raising their ugly heads I learned quickly to reject them. The first intrusion, by the way, was printed music; the second, a totally square piano teacher; and it went on from there. I would not let anyone intrude upon the elements of the piano that were most dear to me, the sounds themselves.
I have to use the word in plural because I had strong attachments to some of the sounds more than to others. As I write this the answer to the dilemma becomes clearer. It is the utter security within that most private space which is hearing and the ferocity with which I guarded that space, preferring to give up any pretense of going along with anyone else's expectation of my development in terms of the piano, preferring to take up another instrument entirely.
This most private space is, as one eminent theorist said on first studying Tonal Refraction, "what gets trained out of us." It is all that autistic children have. It can be reached. It can be communicated.
"Music," according to Henry Purcell on one note, " for a while, can all our cares beguile."
Thursday, December 4, 2014
New (?) Music
A quite large section of The New York Times Arts pages is headed "New Music." I look at the photos of the album covers and think to myself that the heading should really be "old" not "new." Old as in same old.
Tune out seems to be the order of the day, in whatever genre. I am struck by the predictability of the listening experience in whatever genre. One reason to listen to impassioned a cappella singing is that the timbres of the voices change constantly. The same singers singing the same repertoire will strike you completely differently on different occasions.
Hopefully we will never get this sign of life trained out of us, whether on the singing or the listening end of it.
Tune out seems to be the order of the day, in whatever genre. I am struck by the predictability of the listening experience in whatever genre. One reason to listen to impassioned a cappella singing is that the timbres of the voices change constantly. The same singers singing the same repertoire will strike you completely differently on different occasions.
Hopefully we will never get this sign of life trained out of us, whether on the singing or the listening end of it.
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
Double-flats vs. Naturals
In yesterday's post I told the story of the "why?" question to a colleague who I knew would understand it. I think he truly did.
He quickly countered with a reference to another Bartok piece, this one from the Mikrokosmos, in which there is a fleeting A-double-flat, "G!" he pointed out. This brings up two fascinating issues:
l. My student is blind, therefore does not read. Could he get the difference between G and A-double-flat? Could I get him to hear the difference? Is there a difference?
2. When I was a child I was convinced that learning to read music efficiently was the clue to success as a musician, so I read voraciously. The things I did not readily understand I changed to make them accessible. Double-flats, for example. I transposed them all into naturals. There was no such thing as a double-flat, in my esteemed 12-year-old opinion, and nobody took the trouble to indicate that such a thing did not only exist, but might make a significant difference.
They are both played on the white key that customarily called G, so what, if anything, is the difference? The white key G struck at the point of maximum leverage, i.e., at the outward tip of the key, produces a full range of G overtones. Moving the finger in toward the fallboard reduces the number of audible G overtones until, at the innermost position of poorest leverage it is possible to hear it as something other than a G.
Suddenly there are no longer merely twelve notes per octave, seven white and five black keys; there are twenty-one white plus five black keys, since each white key takes on the potential of being either a double-flat or a double-sharp. (C might be construed either as D-double-flat or as B#.) I do count notes - Tonal Refraction has provided insight into the importance of the number of tones in a piece.
Despite the fact that some music theorists walk on the ceiling when I point this out, it is not uncommon for Brahms to use twenty-one.
One sonata I studied has twenty-four. Who wrote it? Schubert.
He quickly countered with a reference to another Bartok piece, this one from the Mikrokosmos, in which there is a fleeting A-double-flat, "G!" he pointed out. This brings up two fascinating issues:
l. My student is blind, therefore does not read. Could he get the difference between G and A-double-flat? Could I get him to hear the difference? Is there a difference?
2. When I was a child I was convinced that learning to read music efficiently was the clue to success as a musician, so I read voraciously. The things I did not readily understand I changed to make them accessible. Double-flats, for example. I transposed them all into naturals. There was no such thing as a double-flat, in my esteemed 12-year-old opinion, and nobody took the trouble to indicate that such a thing did not only exist, but might make a significant difference.
They are both played on the white key that customarily called G, so what, if anything, is the difference? The white key G struck at the point of maximum leverage, i.e., at the outward tip of the key, produces a full range of G overtones. Moving the finger in toward the fallboard reduces the number of audible G overtones until, at the innermost position of poorest leverage it is possible to hear it as something other than a G.
Suddenly there are no longer merely twelve notes per octave, seven white and five black keys; there are twenty-one white plus five black keys, since each white key takes on the potential of being either a double-flat or a double-sharp. (C might be construed either as D-double-flat or as B#.) I do count notes - Tonal Refraction has provided insight into the importance of the number of tones in a piece.
Despite the fact that some music theorists walk on the ceiling when I point this out, it is not uncommon for Brahms to use twenty-one.
One sonata I studied has twenty-four. Who wrote it? Schubert.
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
Why Did He Take the Note Away?
The question was posed yesterday, by my blind and severely developmentally-challenged 21-year-old student, referring to a mind-changing G that suddenly and only briefly appears in a D minor piece by Bartok. Wanting the note to continue, he simply puts it in for the rest of the piece.
It's what I used to do: If I wanted to hear a sound, I would hold it. If I wanted to add a note (like a dominant to change a diminished triad into a more palatable dominant seventh) I put it in. If I didn't like certain sonorities (like the often low left hand parts in Brahms) I simply left notes out.
Why not?
I became totally immersed in answering his question - probably the most profound question he could have asked, and maybe the most profound he ever did ask in relation to anything. Asking questions is not within his mental capacity. I recognized and identified with its seriousness and spoke to it from my own depth about loss and longing and how this conveys to other people the essence of music.
It was a lesson I will never forget.
It's what I used to do: If I wanted to hear a sound, I would hold it. If I wanted to add a note (like a dominant to change a diminished triad into a more palatable dominant seventh) I put it in. If I didn't like certain sonorities (like the often low left hand parts in Brahms) I simply left notes out.
Why not?
I became totally immersed in answering his question - probably the most profound question he could have asked, and maybe the most profound he ever did ask in relation to anything. Asking questions is not within his mental capacity. I recognized and identified with its seriousness and spoke to it from my own depth about loss and longing and how this conveys to other people the essence of music.
It was a lesson I will never forget.
Monday, December 1, 2014
Vitality of Inner Hearing
A friend is one of the top administration at The Lighthouse for the Blind music school here in NYC. She told me once that when blind young men hit their early 20's they tend to become very discouraged, especially if there are other disabilities.
My blind, autistic, severely developmentally-challenged student for the past 16 years turned 21 this past week. This morning I was told that he plays the piano every day, that he says over and over again, that going to piano on Saturday is very important.
Sure enough, he played his Bartok again today, beautifully, with mastery. And HE knew it. How many years did I play before I felt that I had truly played beautifully, with mastery?
What makes the difference? In my case hearing was assumed. In his case, it was never assumed. It was central to his training.
Today this almost completely non-verbal young man asked a question that knocked my socks off. In the beautiful, moody Bartok there is a note that appears once and only once in the left hand. He loves that note and wants to keep it sounding. When I told him he had to let go of it he asked, "Why?"
Great question.
My blind, autistic, severely developmentally-challenged student for the past 16 years turned 21 this past week. This morning I was told that he plays the piano every day, that he says over and over again, that going to piano on Saturday is very important.
Sure enough, he played his Bartok again today, beautifully, with mastery. And HE knew it. How many years did I play before I felt that I had truly played beautifully, with mastery?
What makes the difference? In my case hearing was assumed. In his case, it was never assumed. It was central to his training.
Today this almost completely non-verbal young man asked a question that knocked my socks off. In the beautiful, moody Bartok there is a note that appears once and only once in the left hand. He loves that note and wants to keep it sounding. When I told him he had to let go of it he asked, "Why?"
Great question.
Sunday, November 30, 2014
Interpersonal, Thirty Maybe Forty Years Later
In reply to yesterday's post: Having written the post I was out buying bananas at the local fruit stand, when I ran into a woman whom I had met coming home from a concert a few weeks ago in the company of a mutual friend/neighbor. It had seemed to me that she was particularly sensitive to matters of sound. In fact, she had begun our conversation with a question so intelligently posed that I took a lot of time answering it: "What do you think will happen to the piano?"
Well, there she was, buying bananas.
"You won't believe this," she said. "I once heard you play the piano. It was on a soundtruck in the middle of 106th St., I don't recall the occasion, but I do remember what you played and I never forgot your playing."
I recall having done this and it must have been easily forty years ago. This sort of thing happens to me every once in a while, that people recall as if etched in their memory, my playing something specific in a specific time and place.
As I explained to my neighbor, who had overheard this conversation, it is because I could never have made it into a music school as a pianist. What people hear is my passion for playing, not certainty that I can "do" it. The huge difference is why I prefer to teach children, especially children with disability, and amateurs: people who share my passion and who don't need to be certain of achievement.
Well, there she was, buying bananas.
"You won't believe this," she said. "I once heard you play the piano. It was on a soundtruck in the middle of 106th St., I don't recall the occasion, but I do remember what you played and I never forgot your playing."
I recall having done this and it must have been easily forty years ago. This sort of thing happens to me every once in a while, that people recall as if etched in their memory, my playing something specific in a specific time and place.
As I explained to my neighbor, who had overheard this conversation, it is because I could never have made it into a music school as a pianist. What people hear is my passion for playing, not certainty that I can "do" it. The huge difference is why I prefer to teach children, especially children with disability, and amateurs: people who share my passion and who don't need to be certain of achievement.
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